미안해..
정말..
never ending trouble..
gosh.

♥ If it lasted longer.. ♥
neglected blog >"< poor bloggie na.

i juz read jin's blog, i suddenly miss CA. jin! i lvl up fastfast we go CA again na.

skol's startin soon. means its tym to get stressed up again.

idk wads up wif mi.it seems lyk it isnt de rite ting to do but i guess it doesnt matter as long im happie. lols.

smetyms it isnt hw words shld be ignored juz coz dey r twisted. de person hu says de twisted words shldnt be ignored as well. twisted words makes sense becoz de situation makes it sound real. even if its untrue, feelings tat r hurt takes a long tym to mend. its all added up, its nt a one tym ting.

recently i've been very uncompromising as well as being annoyed by lil tings. i realise my patience has been quit low. im goin to be super compromisin again, and be super patient as well.

and im goin to stop caring bout wad others tink. n learn to eat meals myself outside. i realise i reali cant do it @@ i rather dun eat. which i tink is a huge prob. at de end of de day, i realise im de weird 1.

♥ If it lasted longer.. ♥
i haven blogged in AGES. @@ well assgnmnts was up my neck. 2 exams r over, 2 to go. work is slack n i kind of like my work haha.

assgnmnts r a pain in de ass == i had slpless nites over dem. exams nt so bad. hols r coming~

105 random facts bout mi: (tis is so hard)

1. feel insecure almost all the time. (kapo-ed!)
2. music of all genre suits me but not all artists or songs attracts me (kapo-ed!)
3. i sleep on my left most of the time (kapo-ed!)
4. to make myself feel secure i would(kapo-ed!)
a. sleep with soft toys and pillows all around me
b. tink of random stuff
c. snuggle deep into my covers
d. turn on music
5. i prefer lounging than clubbing.(kapo-ed!)
6. loves pink pink pink!
7. wish to go paris
8. dreams of becoming a free soul who creates wonders for her world (kapo-ed!)
9. tries to enjoy every single moment of my life (kapo-ed but hard n is quite tired of tryin.)
10. loves travelling and see the world (*looks un depleting funds in bank*))

11. adores victorian rococo baroque designs (kapo-ed!)
12. thinks japan is also a nice expensive place to kill your wallet(kapo-ed n totali agree!)
13. has very random weird drrams where i kill myself haha
14. loves weird stuff
15. is lyk a dead person wen i slp.smetyms.
16. thinks hyenas r creepy (kapo-ed!)
17. likes to be mentioned anywhere for no reason (kapo-ed)
18. dont like noodles for breakfast (kapo-ed, i wan dimsum~)
19. prefers toast, eggs, hasbrowns, milk, pancake for breakfast mostly(kapo-ed n dimsum!)
20. never gambled(kapo-ed.well, nt officialli)

21. hates people who gets plastic bags when they do not need them. eg:1 hp strap wan de entire huge bag for it.
22. loves grocery shopping~
23. LOVES COLD(drinks,weather..u name it) (kapo-ed!)
24. wonders why i have a hard tym tinkin of 100 facts.
25. is indecisive (kapo-ed)
26. misses alot of stuff.
27. sometimes wish to live in a cold country (kapo-ed! n most of de tym.sg is oven can)
28. prefers soagettis n shorts as slp clothes
29. likes to have baths!!(kapo-ed. sg land small, water ex @@)
30. enjoys cool soothing ambient soul music while having a bath~ or playin psp~

31. likes to come out from a bath and turn on A/C.
32. has hard time sleeping at night most of de tym.(kapo-ed)
33. is tink so hard for other facts
34. loves to be drive around
35. finds herself hanging out with ppl nt tat close most of de tym
36. loves weird songs
37. is !@#$!@# at sme stuff
38. loves to fill my time doing something~ (lyk bento experimentin n cleaning)
39. wans to ride an almost empty train once (lyk de movies)
40. hates people takin pictures of me in random moments
41. drinks whisky most of de tym.
42. does nt smoke (and hates people who smoke and puff it to you)
43. thinks this post is too hard
44. loves decorating bento~
45. hopes to be emotionally stable after tis long post.
46. dreams sutpoid dreams too
47. wished i was nvr alive.
48. wans to slap a few ppl
49. is not lesbian.total straight (kapo-ed)
50. loves performance art (kapo-ed)

51. watches videos almost everynight(kapo-ed)
52. NEVER downloaded porn (kapo-ed)
53. likes friendly people (kapo-ed)
54. is reali pissed nw
55. trusts friends easily(kapo-ed. its a bad ting.)
56. remembers people's bdays real hard but always fails(kapo-ed, i hate dates!!)
57. has a habit of packin stuff wen bored
58. admires almost anyone for being pretty and radiant(kapo-ed)
59. dreamt about fairies a few days ago
60. also dreamt almost about lotr

61. is a shy person actually(kapo-ed)
62. still couldnt say what she wants to say(kapo-ed)
63. had alot of crushes(kapo-ed)
64. likes caring, family type of guy(kapo-ed, tis is a lie haha!)
65. cares about appearance(kapo-ed)
66. makes weird laughs(kapo-ed)
67. secretly hates my face sometimes
68. love n hate hu ever feeds mi
69. wants to be skinny 8D(kapo-ed)
70. prefers sms than calls (dependin on de situation)

71. but prefers others to call than sms (kapo-ed)
72. likes brief night walks alone (kapo-ed)
73. wanted apenguin as a pet
74. wished to be a singer when i was 7(kapo-ed, till nw, but it died a lil)
75. is still tryin to calm dwn.
76. has multiple split personalities(kapo-ed)
77. secretly thinks im creepy too(kapo-ed)
78. talks and position ALL my dolls at night(kapo-ed)
79. loves to light candles with no lights one (kapo-ed)
80. cannot live without A/C (kapo-ed)

81. im random
82. feels like a sadist most of the time(kapo-ed)
83. deals with deaths veryvery poorly(kapo-ed)
84. appreciates and love the fact that friends cared dearly of me(kapo-ed, but smetyms i dun feel it haha)
85. thinks my life IS a drama (kapo-ed)
86. used to peel off finger nails (kapo-ed wen i was very very very very young)
87. killed alot of ppl virtuallie
88. brain juice dries out fast
89. is almost tryin nt to eat
90. wants to hang out more in gardens. real gardens. nt a place wif 3 rose bushes.

91. is secretly afraid of pregnancy n thinks its a scary thing(kapo-ed)
92. likes kids when they are nice(kapo-ed)
93. always needs a push(kapo-ed)
94. loves everyone alot(kapo-ed)
95. i like mamee 8D(kapo-ed)
96. fills up quizzes for fun(kapo-ed)
97. actually doesnt really mind tests(kapo-ed)
98. fantasised to be a character of each of the movies i liked(kapo-ed)
99. thinks too much until i cant sleep(kapo-ed)
100. likes to rest my eyes by staring at one spot(kapo-ed)

101. thinks this thing is alittle too long(kapo-ed)
102. loves EGGS!(kapo-ed)
103. thinks some humans are just too TALL(kapo-ed *coughs*)
104. loves castles and fantasise living in them(kapo-ed, owh my holland~~)
105. loves shopping

wow! i finished!!i started half an hr ago haha n kapoed half my ans frm neko @@


to my dear neko,

sworie! neglected eu alot coz of assgnmnts ne. dun worrie so much na. i will always help eu incase of anyting ne. miss eu na! i will battle haze to go mit eu, bringin 10 inhalers wif mi XD

hai na, we always go out of our way, but no1 sees it. den people say hurtful stuff even though it was nt deliberate. well, maybe nt, den again it might be. sme people love changes so much, dey rub it in our wounds, repeatin like its a cool song, but its lyk an arrow to us. no1 sees our struggles n hardwork ne. jiayou o! lets book tix to a sad touchin movie n hug n cry inside. we shld reali be ebil 1 day haha, but i tink i quite ebil tis few mths. nope, i am ebil ahha, juz tat i dun wanna show it much >"< n blogger is terrible for bullyin eu too! we will have to be strong, to weather all tat is happening. we nid our spa alot, n a cold vacation. no more postponing of our plans ne, we shld pack n juz go coz we both nid a push na.



so touchin~ every deserves a 2nd chance na

♥ If it lasted longer.. ♥
FINALLY~ MV is released~ the song is super nice~ *love*

I Don't Care - 2NE!
Lyrics credits to kpopjjang.

[CL]
hey playboy
its about time
and your time’s up
I had to do this one for my girls you know
sometimes you gotta act like you don’t care
that’s the only way you boys learn

[Minji]
니 옷깃에 묻은 립스틱은 나는 절대로 용서못해
매일 하루에 수십번 꺼져있는 핸드폰
변하지 않을것만 같아 oh oh

[Dara]
그저 친구라는 수많은 여자친구
날 똑같이 생각하지마 I won’t let it fly
이제 니맘대로해 난 미련을 버릴래
한때 정말 사랑했는데 oh

[CL]
가끔씩 술에 취해 전활걸어 지금은 새벽 다섯시반
넌 또 다른 여자의 이름을 불러 no

[Bom]
I don’t care 그만할래 니가 어디에서 뭘 하던
이제 정말 상관 안할게 비켜줄래
이제와 울고불고 매달리지마
cause don’t care e e e e e e
cause don’t care e e e e e e
[Minji]
cause don’t care e e e e e e
cause don’t care e e e e e e
Boy I don’t care

[Minji]
다른 여자들의 다리를 훔쳐보는
니가 너무너무 한심해
매일 빼놓는 커플링 나 몰래 한 소개팅
더이상 못참을것같아 oh oh oh

[Dara]
넌 절대 아니라는 수많은 나의친구
넌 늑대란 친구들까지 타일렀지만
차라리 홀가분해 너에게 난 과분해
내 사랑이라 믿었는데 oh oh

[CL]
오늘도 바쁘다고 말하는 너 혹시나 전화해봤지만
역시 뒤에선 여자 웃음소리가 들려 oh no

[Bom]I don’t care 그만할래 니가 어디에서 뭘 하던
이제 정말 상관 안할게 비켜줄래
이제와 울고불고 매달리지마
cause I don’t care e e e e e e
cause I don’t care e e e e e e
[Dara]
cause I don’t care e e e e e e
cause I don’t care e e e e e e
Boy I don’t care

[Minji]
난 너땜에 울며 지새던 밤을 기억해 boy
더 후회할 널 생각하니 맘이 쉬웠네 boy
날 놓치긴 아깝고 갖기엔 시시하잖니
있을때 잘하지 너 왜 이제와 매달리니
[CL]
속아준 거짓말만해도 수백번
오늘 이후로 난 남자 울리는 bad girl
이젠 눈물 한방울 없이 널 비웃어
사랑이란 게임 속 loser
무릎꿇고 잡을 수 있니
아님 눈 앞에서 당장 꺼져

[Bom]
I don’t care 그만할래 니가 어디에서 뭘 하던
이제 정말 상관 안할게 비켜줄래
이제와 울고불고 매달리지마
cause I don’t care e e e e e e
cause I don’t care e e e e e e
cause I don’t care e e e e e e
cause I don’t care e e e e e e
Boy I don’t care

this song is SO nice! it makes mi feel happie n carefree na. i shall nt care bout all the shit that happens anymore, and of coz retarded ppl na. ^^

exams are over and skol started already. its SO hard to like follow a schedule again na. and have to wake up early n stuff. ESP de jams on the mrt n bus @x@ skol's boring, nth much to say bout skol ne.

im gaming again @x@ gosh na. playin cabal haha. quite fun ne~ destress!!! i wan to hurrie up n lvl so can join war XD haha na~

♥ If it lasted longer.. ♥
i feel absolutely terrible now. i shall nt have fish soup frm fc6 for atleast 1-2wks coz i tink it taste funny to mi even though xinyi n de fruit said it taste normal.and everyting started in the afternoon after it. i threw up twice. my head's all jello-like n i juz feel nua-ed. of all tyms y nw == im annoyed. im doin self treatment, eatin watermelons to aid digestion though im not very sure if im havin bad indigestion ><" i reckon it is since my food isnt gg down. @x@ idk na. i shall wiki it ne. owh another possibility is coz of gastric flu. zzZZ wadever it is, fruits r gd so i shall continue chomping on dem. n i started sneezing lyk crazie. gosh. n my nose cant stop running.

today's exam was so-so. i have 3 more papers. 1 tmr, 1 wed n 1 on fri na. hope de wk passes quickly n exams will be over. im at a lost of wad i shld do nw >< my head feels super uncomfortable wen i lie down. wastin tym on fb doin random tings na. i hope i feel better so i can slp.

anyway neko says i have to eat oranges n apples, not watermelons @x@ i wanted to play typing tingy on fb, but after it loaded, i decided against it. haha na.

♥ If it lasted longer.. ♥

im speechless.

so jaebum was selected to do a cover of gee which i totali cant understand the reason y. nickhun's dere coz he looks so pretty lyk a gal. taekyeon is erm... i can TOTALLY understand y jo kwon is dere n rofl! he took sica's role. key was dere! ha! it juz proves that he IS ... lala~ de rest more or less fits in haha.


2ne1!! *love*

im up at 3 am in the morning watchin random stuff @x@. spent the day cleaning n making plans to revamp my rm. headed to ikea n den to daiso wif reirei na XD we had cakes! cravings fulfilled ne! owh, wondergirl's eng version of nobody had mi n enqi gg omo nonstop == to mi only de ending rap is okay haha.

OWH and 1 more thing, my pink mumu came! *love* shall take a pix to post hehe.